#peiwingadulthood

For people who care, I'm officially working as a full timer somewhere at the westernmost part of Singapore that even I had to take almost 1.5 hours to travel from home to work even though car ride only takes about 20 mins. Damn. 

Anyway, the job was alright because it is not deskbound, which was something that I've been asking for after my internship at Causeway Point. 

Work started almost immediately after my Krabi Trip with the lovely Awesome Ones, which I shall blog about it soon, on the Monday after returning back to Singapore. 

Anyway, something about this job is I get to wear very comfortably, since I don't have to wear smart casual/ formal anymore. Daily attire transformed into T-shirt, jeans and sneakers, very comfortable. 

Job scope: To carry out daily inspections around the estate and liase with the contractors on the maintenance of the buildings. 

Hence, just like what Wanyi says, I get to have morning walk everyday and yupp, there's always interesting stuff to look at, for now are the kitties around the estates. Too cute I cannot maintain. 

So far, I still have no idea of what is going on daily because the person I'm taking over is still handling most of the things and everyone expects me to be like those experienced laojiaos. I feel awkward amongst the colleagues as well. :/ Probably I'm still new to them and the environment, I still don't feel comfortable as yet. I hope it gets better as time pass. 

Anyway, I spend 3 hours daily on bus rides to and fro work. I had to wrap myself inside my shawl because I had to sit in the bus for almost the entire bus route and it gets colder and colder s time passes. To be honest, I really hate the fact that I'm wasting 3 hours everyday on bus rides even though I really loved bus rides. And I still cannot believe it that I actually wake up so early in the morning and leave house even before the sky turns bright and get back home only a few minutes before the sky turns dark. THIS IS REALLY BAD AND IT'S REALLY TAKING A TOLL ON ME. 

My personal hideout, around the office that I decided to go there one day when I was trying to find some place to sit and rest instead of heading back to the office after lunch. Swing and swing and swing. Crankiness kind of get better anyway. 

To be honest, I've been considering of tendering resignation after a few months because I really don't think it is worth my time and my energy. Travelling like this everyday makes me so uptight just one week of work. Had to constantly keep in mind that I have to be up on time instead of nua-ing because I will be late if I were to leave house even 10 mins late. And then having to keep waking up on my bus rides to make sure I'm at the right place and not make people wake me up when reaching the bus interchange. Sleep after work on Saturday made me realise this because I could finally had a sleep that I don't have to remind myself to wake up constantly and had a good 5 hours of sleep. 

This tiredness that the job is making me so unhappy, tbh, and because of this, the family are becoming to be a little bit unhappy because there's things that I couldn't commit too and my mum expects my dad to do something and all the things that's happening in the house. 

Note to self: Step out of the comfort zone because this is the phase of growing up. #peiwingadulthood

Oh yea, really grateful to all my friends who wished me all the best and jiayou for my work and I really don't think I deserved all those love from them because I haven't been doing much as a good friend. Last day of holiday was spent with Yaowing and Huimin because they say, must go out before Peiwing start work so yupp, love them loads. & of course the rest of you, yknow who you are. (L)

Suffering from Monday blues already even before Monday is not yet here. Please let this month pass smoothly and let me get on track for this job. Till then. 

#favsundayboy