Just not good enough

Sigh. It seems like I've been updating this space whenever there's too much things in the head and has nowhere else seems safe enough. I really don't like to fill this space up with all these depressing things but then again, I had nowhere else. Twitter used to be one but it stopped as more people are coming into it, including people I don't want them to know anything.
It's been a long week. Probably a long month. School suck when it's all these shit I'm feeling w. Maybe I was a lil too sensitive but it's just that words hurt and thats making me trust lesser and lesser because I don't want the same things to happen all over again. And at this moment, I wonder why was I that scarred in the first place.
I hate losing trust in people I want to trust a lot. I hate getting sensitive to all the words. I hate to see myself being so annoying in other people's eyes. I don't like it. I don't want it as well. But I don't know what to do.
This feeling is so horrible.
School is horrible.