Saturday, 13 October 2012

Stop caring.

Maybe one day, I should stop caring.
Stop caring about how other people feels. 
Stop caring about how my actions will affect others.
Stop caring what others think of me.
Stop caring anything that is unrelated to me, even if it affect those close ones.
Stop caring of all the things that is revolving right now in this life.
I should just start caring about myself, my life and everything that only concerns about me. 
Everyone should do this. 
Because, we stop hurting people, we stop making people disappointed.
I'm sick of the disappointments each day, each and every single matter that I made myself to hold up the expectation high up there. Because no one actually cares about what I expect.
I mean, why should they care. They don't know anything at all in the first place afterall.
Maybe when I stop having expectations in people around me, I will stop getting upset for no reason. Or maybe, getting upset for no reasons in others' eyes. Because there will be a reason behind everything, it just depends if I want to accept it or not. 
I should just start living the life I want, not going through what the others expected on me.
Maybe I will be happier, maybe I will stop getting all these disappointments. 
Now I'm saying this, I feel so stupid. 
But honestly, I should, I guess.
I hate to be getting upset when there is any reason, any rights for me to be upset with.
I just get upset at times. Why? 
I want to be happy, I just want everything to be simple. Why is it so hard? 
Life, humans complicating this simple word. 
Maybe, it's just me. 

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