The Year

It is only 7 days through the year and I'm feeling so sucky.
Other than the, I really don't know what to do feeling and the I don't have anything for me to work on, there's still so many things, so many shit to handle.
I can't do this anymore.
Sleeping every night with a heavy head and heavy heart and then thinking of those unnecessary thoughts.
I hate this. There were a period of time, when people talk to me, I felt really good. But now, no longer. Because I'm afraid of emotional attachment. Lol.
2013 must be not my year but I really want it to end well. Like what I tweeted, 2013 will end well because I started it like shit and 2012 ended like shit because I started it well enough for me.
Thinking back, looking back, the starting of 2012 were filled with happy thoughts and of course stressing over projects but those were never thoughts like these.
It will end, because everything ends.