Sem 4 had been so hard on me.
Returning back to school initially was hard for me because then, too many things have changed.
& I think the changes are too fast for me to get used to it especially when all the changes had to come altogether at the same time.
Till now, I'm still not surprised that I'm stil not used to what I'm seeing now and what I'm feeling nowadays. Well, I've said, I really hated changes.
What's more to say when all the closest things to me has changed so much.
Maybe this is why I'm still trying to tear my own wall but things just had to happen and build up that wall again.
I feel so stupid when I'm analyzing myself and saying that I'm building the wall but really.
Sigh. I guess I really miss times when I was young and had nothing to worry about at all.
Been drawing a lot on my papers, technically not my papers but the school papers, and I actually drew a picture of myself sitting down at the hard soil road at my gramps' watching my dad plowing the field.
How much I miss those times I really don't know but it made me remember that all I had was my family, friends, the farm as my playground and the dogs were my best friends.
So much for wanting to grow up and seeing all the changes in human.
Sigh. Ohwell, bye.
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