Money.

Holidays meant spending and spending meant money. 

Why am I always ending up like this? 

Spending each cent I have from every week's helpout @ Uncle's.

I thought I made sure I find a job this holidays but apparently, nope. 

There's so many things I need my money for. 

Maybe not, maybe because I'm a Taurus, and money is apparently important to a Taurus as what I learnt from many astrology facts, because money provides us the security we need.

Ohwell, always been sensitive with money as well, I meant money in my hands.

Lol, something's wrong with me.

I said money meant a lot to me but money lent out seems like they don't matter to me at all because the next moment I will forget lending money to anyone.

I wonder why is it so hard for me to save money whenever I set my mind on it.

I'm just not determined enough, probably because I have no confidence in myself.

Well, that happens a lot to me.

Damn, I think I need a financial planner for me.

I really want to save for future use. 

Help.