Not very saddening kind one but really, let me see how my friends actually place my importance in their hearts.
Not that I want them to put me on the first place because I know, it will never be because there's still much more people who are important to them than me. Yes, I really know.
But I just hate it when I feel like this.
It's like, there's some hope there, and then the moment you tell me something I don't want to hear, I get hurt.
It's annoying like this.
Had a really really nice day yesterday but why does it have to turn out like this today.
Why is happiness so short lived?
2012 was supposed to be a very good year to me, but the next moment, the few months after showed me that no, 2012 isn't a very good year afterall.
Some days are supposed to be good actually, but the next moment it turns out the otherwise.
No that I'm saying about how everything changes or what, I'm really appreciative that at least I had the good moments but why can't it be longer.
Why can't it be like people stops disappointing you again and again, at a go, in one day?
Sigh, that's life, I know.
But I really hate it to be like this.
I don't like how I'm feeling right now but everyone is selfish.
I admit, I'm very very selfish.
But what can I do?
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