I.

There's so many things happening this month.
I doubt May has been good to me.
Just hoping for it to be over and with all those annoying shit to pass by as well.
Been thinking quite a lot, about how much of an importance am I to certain people.
How I place them in my heart, is how I want people to place me in theirs.
But apparently, this is impossible.
Just because this, sometimes, I would rather not knowing anything, not hearing anything then knowing something and yet the actions doesn't tally with what it is said.
I don't mind having to only realise it myself because in this case, I've got no rights to be angry, no rights to blame on others.
But now, it's a given to me, like a hope, and then it just got smashed just like that.
What can I do? Angry, hurt and stuff.
Seriously, sometimes I just don't get it.
Similarly, how much you are willing to share is how much I am willing to share.
I had been too used to giving too much and getting too little, (considering that I don't really expect much).
But I don't know how to put the thoughts into words but yea, it's the disappointments that I'm feeling right now.