I am Me.

Sometimes, I just hate myself for being so easily attached and affected.
I just get too attached easily, probably that's the reason I feel that I really have great friends around me.
But then once again, I get insecured too easily.
Somehow when something feels different, I just get the feeling that, "Oh, I'm hated. I should avoid before I get even more hated. "
&then, even though they never do anything, I get affected by all these.
I really hate this. But I can't do anything to it.
Another thing is, when I get comfortable with my friends, I don't mind myself being unglam.
I'm not those glam glam type of person so whenever I'm with someone who puts glam at the upmost importance, I tend to feel restricted.
But thank god, my friends are accepting it.
Though my dearest Huimin is trying to change some of my bad habits.
Heh. But I only do things on my own will.
I'm freaking stubborn when it comes to things that concerns my personal self.
So, if I am listening and heed your advice, you know how important you are.
&I'm serious on that point.
Oh, I get extremely stupid in front of my friends, I really wonder why.
I heard them saying me gullible but, yea.
I feel dumb at times. Lol.
Okay. I'm lazy to continue.
Bye.