As we grow.

So many hard truths I learn about myself recently. 
I realised I need to reflect on so many of my actions. 
I dislike the impression I'm giving to people right now. 
So scary.
I feel so stressed up right now but it's not about studies and I really don't know what is going on right now. 
Maybe this is the problem of my attitude of 'Putting things aside till we need to think of it again.'
You get so irritated by yourself, by everything, and so stressed up, so frustrated. 
But the thing is, you don't know the reason behind all these.
There's so much to things to think suddenly at a go.
What's worse is, more is coming and one less talking buddy to lighten the load. 
Argh. I wonder what's going on.