Dying to know, afraid to know.

Lil' meet up with my dearest girls today.
It's all the walking today.
Moutain climbing in the early morning with P& completed in like 1plus hour.
Feel so accomplished to reach the summit.
&then dinner with my Tan and had a long chat with her.
Miss this girl.
&then she reminded me.
This is the 6th year we've known each other, not 5.
Ohwow. HAHA.
Really, miss this girl.
Late into the night, I started to stumble about the same topic every night I have in my mind.
When is that thought going to go away?
I really dislike it's presence.
Sigh.