peiqing's

Dependence

2012-02-03T23:59:00.001+08:00

Dependance: When you need something or someone all the time, especially in order to continue existing or operating
Hates it when I get too dependent.
It just makes me feel so useless.
Sigh, I have to be independent.
I can't stay this way forever right?
Argh.
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Ohyea, the thought of Ridzuan's gonna be leaving the class as well just make me feel depressed. :(
&the most important thing is that there's no one to celebrate our birthdays together!
We didn't even celebrate together last year! :(
Sigh oh sigh.
But well, he's gonna leave for his future. :)
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At least the week ended much better than how I started my week.
Gotta get prepared for the killer week.

2 '75's at one go.
Azura: "Rebecca! RUN! "
Hahahaha. :)

Laughters.

2012-02-02T23:59:00.001+08:00

Okay, I was just bored for the above animation. Lol.
Anyway, today was the last day of Comiss which I don't know if I should be happy or not.
It's just another indicator that there's only one more week left for Sem 2.
Well, although I hadn't seen my classmates today, I still get the laughter, even in the middle of the night.
Apparently, I'm considered a weird person because I planned my ideal funeral already.
Haha. :)
Well, like what I told Weiting, we don't know what is going to happen so why don't we plan an ending for ourself before we plan a starting. Better prepared for the future right? :)
Tons of work is piling up and it's good to know that I'm not alone.
I guess, it has been a very nice day today so far this week. I was so happy.
WAS. Let's be happy tomorrow.

Convo between Dad and I.
D: Oh, these cactus ah, no spikes one.
M: Really??
D: You don't know ah. Some have some don't have one!
Don't believe go ask your uncle.
M: Really ahh? Aiyo, I don't know sia.
*You know the actual fact*
O-K C-A-N.

What a week.

2012-02-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

The week hasn't start out well.
Well, I guess it's just gonna be just like this for the rest of the week.
Suddenly realizing that I'm left with a week of school before the exams start.
&Worse of all, the whole week was filled with datelines every single day.
Yes, we are the pioneer batch. Yes, this course provides a variety of careers in future.
But we shouldn't be the one trying every single thing in our first year and then all the interesting modules to be taken out, which worsen everything.
Sigh, that's the thing.
Adding up to these, the feeling of there's something bothering you but you don't know what it is keeps on staying there.
The week is so, urgh, I don't know.
But as what the picture on top there ^, I really had a great laugh.
So, maybe I shall post every single laughs here. At least, it's gonna be a smile at the end of the read.

Azrie: Bernice, actually me and Peiqing together 2 months already.
Bernice: Huh?? Really?
*Laughs* NOOOOO. LOL.
B push A& HE STEPPED ON MY SLIPPER.
Azura: OMG, SHE'S GOING WITH ME! *picks up my slipper, fix it*
I stood there, laughing like a retard.
fyi, you have to be there if you cannot sense the laugh.
At least, I had a great laugh.
This, my class. (Y)

Whole week of crankiness, let's hope it dies off soon.

One month.

2012-01-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

Last day of January.
How the hell did I even survived this month.
Pretty amazed.
&it seems like I made people laugh/ irritated today with all my self-embarrassment and crankiness.
Sometimes, I wonder if what people comment about me is true.
"Peiqing is a really nice girl."
I'm not really that nice.
No, wait, I don't mean they are hypocrite or what.
But, honestly, I'm just a selfish person.
I get over possessive very easily.
I'm not a nice person at all. I just want to say this.
I hate being alone, &sometimes, I just want someone to be beside me.
As in, okay, I'm just not as nice as what you all say.
Or maybe, they were just passing remarks.

"Any suggestions on the T-shirt design?"
Me: "Oh, I was thinking of rainbow here, sun the other side, a house at the background, kids running on the green patch of grass."
People beside me laughed. HAHAHA.